Deep Breaths.

Sometimes moving on is the best thing for everybody.  Realizing that you aren't over something and admitting it isn't worth harboring the hate anymore.  Hate turns you into a monster you never thought you could be.  Hate is anger as is anger is poison.  It eats up all the good in your life, all the good in yourself.  Hate can turn you into a person beyond recognition.  Hate is not worth letting yourself go to hold on to something that happened.

"Look, sometimes bad things happen and there is nothing you can do about it, so why worry."
 -Lion King.

It may hurt, and it doesn't make you love them any less, but sometimes it's best for everybody to move on. You can't hold things in your heart that are too heavy for your shoulders.  Learn to breathe and smile again.  Find your own beauty, there is so much in this world to be thankful for.  You do what ya gotta do, so it looks like you better start doing it.